Ive been so dang overwhelmed this past month. My new job not helping a single bit, my butthead of an ex trying to get me fired, and the fact that I have no energy and money to do much of anything these days. I took this job to get myself out of waiting tables and back in the office, one problem, the office I work in, seems to be a the most stressful job I’ve ever worked in my life. I don’t think even serving amounts to the stress level I carry today. That should tell you something.

I feel like I’m working my fingers, feet and thinking cap to the bone for peanuts. Its just not worth it. In the long run if they think I am worthy of being there “forever” I’m SO requesting a more green.

For the cherry on top, the ex- that should be under a bus, is not making life for me any easier. I’m having to go as far as calling in re-enforcement on the legal side. I BETTER get what i want from the judge, after all the garbage I’ve had to endure because of him.

UGH, all I want in my life……..is………someone to love me and comfort me, work in my mother’s business FULL time, and have a good life for my sons………I mean really……………how much blood, sweat and tears must be poured out……..

To be continued